Silly Blonde

The burning question of the day is that what the hell is this all about? Alarm bells are going off around the country and they are starting to reach my ears as well.

Dear Mr. D is a work-holist above all. Last eve he worked till 2 am. and still he came to the office at 7am. So, I haven't seen him after Monday night, which he spent at my place. Oh, I mean till 5.30am. After he had to drive to pick up his son to take him to the day care centre. Lovely, ha? And I didn't say a word. Well, just have to accept the things I cannot change. Honestly I didn't mind but yes, this has been a bit of a rude awakening. It's pretty clear that I can never be the ultimate nr. 1 to him and in the end, that's what all the women want, isn't it?

That night he also told me about his ex-girlfriend (yes, he had one AFTER his divorce back in February. Casanova?). She wanted too much? Wanted him to choose between her and his kids. He told me he can't be there every weekend, every day, more like every now and then. Sounds like a warning to me. "Don't ask too much from me" kinda thing. Should I be making some conclusions here?

So, we've eaten the lunch together at work, we've stolen minutes kissing in the stairs where nobody can see us. Is that normal? I'd like to spend more time with him as he is good company and his kisses feel so good. But, he has his fam and his work..so...He tells me how beautiful, wonderful and sweet I am. He says he's missing me. Is he sincere? Omg, someone please tell me what to do, what to think!? Run for my life?

Seriously, how stupid can a person be? How far I have to go to see what's the best for me?